I don’t understand people. They never make any sense what so ever. The more you care the more they hurt you. Life has just become a big wallowing pit of despair and hate. If you cared so much, why did you do that? And why do you come back saying you still love me. It only hurts more. Put the gun to me head and pull the trigger, because I can’t handle this. Nothing ever works out I don’t know why I ever tried or thought things would be different. Everyone is the same; everyone is selfish and conceded, and hell bent on hurting others. What a cruel world, and what a cruel fate.
Why did I ever care, why did I ever hope. What the point of hoping, hope only leads you on for more heartbreak. I feel like I want to die. Can life get any worse at this particular moment.