Wednesday, January 27, 2010

oh wow

IT is not often that a movie actually moves me. But I just watched "The Road" at first sight it seems like you run of the mill movie, but it actually made me think. and I ended up caring about the characters. I think this is a must for all movie lovers. IF you are looking for something a little darker, and touching. I wont go into details, I don't want to ruin it. But It's about a father and son, and their journey to find something better.

Give it a watch. You wont regret it.

Monday, January 18, 2010

yawnnn

Well... IT is now 12:30 am and I wouldn't say this is "Late" for me I'm getting use to it. I quite enjoy the late nights, watching shows on the computer, talking to people. ^.^

Today was a good day! and I hope the first of many more to come!

I drank a beer for the first time since umm.. prob over 7 months ago. And wow! was it ever good !

Gotta say there's nothing better then a nice casual beer and a smoke.

Dad has a job interview at 1 today, it's pre exciting. if it works it is going to make our move go that much more smoother!

I have a really good feeling about this!

I have a really good feeling about everything right now =]

I'm calm, and feeling happy. And I don't think I should let anymore stupid stuff get me down.

Thank you Amber for knocking some sense into me. IT really does mean a lot!.

I Think I will watch some more anime now!! And then off to bed ^.^

Thank you everyone for bein here the past few days it really has meant so much!

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I don’t understand people. They never make any sense what so ever. The more you care the more they hurt you. Life has just become a big wallowing pit of despair and hate. If you cared so much, why did you do that? And why do you come back saying you still love me. It only hurts more. Put the gun to me head and pull the trigger, because I can’t handle this. Nothing ever works out I don’t know why I ever tried or thought things would be different. Everyone is the same; everyone is selfish and conceded, and hell bent on hurting others. What a cruel world, and what a cruel fate.
Why did I ever care, why did I ever hope. What the point of hoping, hope only leads you on for more heartbreak. I feel like I want to die. Can life get any worse at this particular moment.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Beginnings

Allright so heres the new blog peeps xD I plan on updating it along with my nexo as much as I can creep and post if you want =]